So I had this really beautiful post that I cried while writing and I just deleted it on accident. It was about the rough day I'm having and the inspiration I found on You Tube. I give for the night....
I appreciate those of you still reading. I know I need to update about how the weekend co-parenting went. I'm just kind of bummed at the moment (surround by babies and pregnant people) and feeling the emptiness right now. The feelings about infertility and life choices bubbling up to the surface but not wanting to discuss because, really, I'm quite blessed.
I am trying to remember that often when it seems to fall apart it's because change is happening to allow other things to come together. I don't feel whole anywhere in my life right now and that is very unsettling.
So tomorrow I will share the beautiful video that made me cry. Tomorrow I will not throw a pity party. Tomorrow I will put my big girl panties on and some bright lipstick and prepare to make some changes so I feel stronger.
Long Overdue Update
Well hello there! It has been years since I've written and published a post and recently I've had the idea that maybe this year was ...
We all have off days even if those days are different for us all. You are correct change can be hard but is always worth it in the end. live and love. It will all be ok in the end. If itsnot ok it isnt the end yet.
ReplyDelete